I'm like Sad Sack from The Raggy Dolls. All I do is complain 
I'm mildly annoyed by everything at the moment. I told Kasey that I was feeling down in the dumps but she just started talking about this guy I introduced her to (they're getting along really well) which made me feel crapper.
I told Grace that I wanted to go straight to college when I was 16 to study Health and Social Care (I'd told her before) but she just stared at me and said "I thought we were having a year off?" She speaks as if we're joint at the hip or something. I think I'd murder myself if I was. So I told her that no, I wanted to go to college and get education while it was free etc etc and then she suddenly said "blergh". I tried to talk again but she said "blergh". Then after that everytime I said a word she said "blergh, blergh." It was really pissing me off because I was having a crappy day and I hadn't had time to shower that morning so I was feeling unclean and in that just-want-to-go-home-and-have-a-nice-warm-bath kind of mood. Then she gave me a not so friendly shove and I sort of fell into this parked car. I sooo wanted to punch her fat face in but I just took it and then afterwards I looked at her like she was a looney (like she is, stupid cow) and said "are you finished yet?" Seriously, what is the point in that? Hate hate hate. Grr.
Also, Kasey might be moving up country. If her Dad gets the job he got interviewed for then she'll have to move as soon as possible, like this summer. I've known her for half of my life and I can't actually imagine life without her. All my friends are moving away from me and I'm probably going to end up as a mad old lonely cat woman some day...
Maya xx
