I got bored so I dyed my hair brown.

I've had it blonde.

I've had it red.

I thought I'd be a brunette for a while and anyway, it matches my eyebrows now, horray.

I feel really good at the moment. I guess I got sick of moping around complaining all the time. I'm being nicer and I feel happier with myself again. It's like the hair dye bottle contained a happiness potion. I bought a hair band too so now I'm happy about my hair. I've been putting weight on and off lately though and the other day Rachael said to me "we should go sunbathing in our bikinis over the summer". I'd love to but I'm a bit on the beer belly side at the moment. I had to buy size 12 jeans instead of 10 the other day and that's like a really big deal for me because I'm one of those body-obsessed people. It's irritating aswell because now all the skinny girls are in tight skimpy tops for the summer and I'm worrying about the looks-like-I'm-7-months-pregnant stomach on me.

I hope Rob likes big girls.

Maya xxxxxx