I looked back over all my past blog posts and realised that I never actually named "him". Poor guy, he's been nameless for so long now! I would call him by his real name but I have nightmareish visions of him typing his name into Google and it coming up with this blog post (really, don't ask...). So I'm going to call him Rob. It kinda has a ring to it anyway. I gave Matt a fake name (Matt being the fake name of course) so I suppose Rob deserves one too. God, I'm so paranoid... haha.

Anyway, I'm very bored so I've decided to write the pros and cons of Rob. Well, more specifically, the pros and cons of why I should and shouldn't admit my undying love to him.

Pros (Reasons why I should ask him out)
-he's funny and makes me laugh.
-he's so good looking that sometimes I think I could just... just... die
-he'd look after me. He's that caring kind of guy that every girl wants
-he is not a chav and he does not have chav friends
-he has a husky voice which just makes you wanna melt
-he's just genuinely a really great person and in my eyes is the perfect guy (yes, that deserved to be in bold)

Cons (Reasons why I shouldn't ask him out)
-he's my brother's best friend. That's a problem in itself. I might ruin their friendship forever
-he lives by himself and he might feel the need to spend money or something on me and then have no money left for food and then starve and die
-he's had a hard life, meaning that he's slightly emotionally unstable. I won't really say anymore about that...
-I barely even see him anymore because it's summer which means when my brother meets him it's always downtown or something. So when would I get the chance to admit my undying love if I never see him?
-he's said before that he never wants to settle down with a family. That leaves it a bit hard for me if all goes well and I actually want to settle down

So there we go. 11 totally unfair reasons as to why I should and shouldn't tell him about my feelings. God... life really is unfair isn't it?

Maya xxx