I LOVE YOU SAM!!!!!! okay it's out of my system,now to say it to his face...i've been pondering it over for the last few days which is freaky! because when him and his girlfriend were over my he said he was screaming inside and so i said i doing inside? and he looked me in the eyes and said your pondering...he also said i'm lonely but he whispered that to me...
i wonder if he knows?
I Love him so much but i don't have the heart to split him and his girlfriend up and even if they did split...i wouldn't have the nerve to be with him for fear of hurting his Ex my friend
i'm 
doomed
x X Tamara X x
